Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Being Chosen


Sunday, May 20th, 2012
Seventh Sunday of Eastertide

Scripture: Acts 1:15-17, 21-26
Sermon: “Chosen-ness”
A Sermon preached for the congregation at Community Presbyterian Church on the occasion of graduation Sunday.

The Road Not Taken


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;
  

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that, the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,
  

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I marked the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back.
  

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

            This well known Robert Frost poem describes how one traveler made his decision when faced with two diverging paths in the road. The journeyer chooses the path that is less traveled and that, of course, makes all the difference in the world. How do you make decisions in your life when you come to a major crossroads? What guides your decision?
It seems to me that whenever we come to a place where the path appears to split and a decision needs to be made, we have a variety of options to help us out. Surely we rely upon the council of our dearest friends and family; surely we use our intellect and reason to examine the possibilities of both and to weigh and determine the best choice; surely we offer up prayers God and try to find a transcendent peace to justify our choices. We might even leave it to chance – flip a coin, roll the dice, take a chance.
For those of us who claim God’s providence and interaction in our lives, know that God should be a part of our decision making process, but how? Because God seldom communicates as directly to us like God did to Moses with a burning bush (I’m not saying it can’t happen, but it hasn’t happened to me!) it is very difficult to know how to listen to God. And so we might come to a big decision, and take a moment to pray and then make our decision. At best, we might feel that it is the right thing to do in our hearts or have made peace with our decision. I don’t want to minimize that experience because I have made tough decisions based upon the peace through prayer, but don’t we minimize the power of God if we place God’s ability to affect us into a feeling? Is God somehow minimized when we pray, feel good, and then decide?
As difficult as this is for us as individuals, it is even more complex for group and institutions. How does a church committee include God in decision making? Most people who come to a committee meeting would say that it would be inefficient to consult God in prayer for every decision. It’s all we can do to work in an opening and a closing prayer!! How does the church include God in all of the decisions she has to make?
Although this time represents great challenge for our church, it is also a time for our faith to grow. All we need to remember is our own history to know that in the past nearly 150 years God has greatly blessed us and God will continue to bless us in the future. God’s promised blessing requires of us our faith and trust, as well as our hard work and partnership in working towards God’s kingdom. And it will be important for us to continue to work on ways to include God in all of our decisions, both as individuals as well as the collective body of Jesus Christ.
That’s why I love the story we read from the first chapter of the book of Acts. It’s a story of administration trivia. The book of Acts begins with the ascension of Jesus. Jesus has been with the disciples for 40 days. Chapter Two, the story immediately following our pericope, is all about the gift of the Holy Spirit which enables the church to spread like wildfire and the people to minister and serve in powerful and miraculous ways. But nestled between these two stories is the first official action of the 11 remaining disciples.
Some commentaries argue that it was absolutely necessary to place this story here to legitimize the authority of the 12 disciples. When we read this story, we need to remember the importance of the number 12. There were 12 tribes of Israel throughout the Old Testament. When the early church begun, the 12 disciples are symbolically linked to those 12 tribes to further show and demonstrate that Jesus is the promised Messiah. It was critical, argue some commentaries, that there be 12 disciples as soon as possible and that is why this is done in the book of Acts before the gift of the Holy Spirit. It is necessary, so the argument goes, that there be 12 symbolic disciples.

The 11 disciples gather to determine how they are to replace Judas, the disciple who betrayed Jesus and then died. The story goes like this (nominating committee take note): All of the believers – about 120 of them were gathered together. Peter stood before them and described the need. Judas is dead, he betrayed us to fulfill the scriptures; it really turned out alright because Jesus is alive and we have just seen him return into heaven. We need to replace Judas. I think it should be someone who has been with us from the beginning and has good qualifications; one who knows the stories of Jesus because those are the stories we will have to tell. Who do you think should become one of the 12 disciples?
And so Peter asks the crowd, they nominate two worthy candidates, Peter prays (it’s important to include God in the process) and then they cast lots to decide.  (Did you get that nominating committee?) No one knows for sure how exactly lots were cast in the first century. Some say that names were written on parchment and placed into a clay jar and Peter shook the jar until a name fell out. Other suggest that names were written on stones and put into a bag. The winner was drawn out of the back. Whatever the actual mechanism, the 12th disciple was chosen by a matter of chance.
(I’ve often thought that we could use this method to get more people involved…in fact, Kellie Becker has been asked to put the congregation into a bag and draw names for VBS volunteers.)

Matthias is chosen and he replaces Judas as the 12th disciple. This is the last time that he is mentioned in the rest of scripture. We truly don’t know what happened to this 12th disciple, chosen by chance and joining the 12 on the dawning of the gift of the holy spirit.
Although we don’t know the details of the life of Mattias once he is a disciple, it is the story about being chosen for service. Peter prayed: “O God, show us which one you have chosen.”
Robert Browning (18th century Victorian) was asked why he chose to be a poet. He said, “I didn’t! I was born with poetry in me. Everyone is born with poetry in him. I just did what I was born to be. The question isn’t why I became a poet, but why did so many others quit?”
The truth of the matter is this: we are chosen by God to be a part of God’s family. If you have been baptized then you have been marked as a member of God’s covenant community. To use to words of Robert Browning, don’t quit on your baptism by giving up on the promises of God.
At times it might seem the consequences of our actions, keep us from living up to our baptismal relationship. We feel like the choices that we have made in the past keep us from serving God or loving God or living for God. We believe that our past is a barrier that prevents us from serving. We deceive ourselves by saying things like, I could never do that because of what I have done. The good news for us, my dear people of God, is that our past has been redeemed in Jesus Christ. No matter how bad you believe you have been, God has forgiven it and God wants to use you for mission and ministry. In your baptism (even before your baptism) God chose you to serve in discipleship, to be in community with one another, and to spread the message of God’s love.

You might have heard this story:
“A bricklayer wrote from his hospital bed to his employer. “You remember that building where you sent me to work. The old chimney was coming apart and I was supposed to re-lay the bricks and mortar on the top courses of the chimney.
I did it the way we always do it. I put a strong beam on the roof, extending it out over the edge a few feet. I put a pulley on the extended end of the beam. I put a rope in the pulley and let it hang to the ground, on both sides of the pulley. I tied a barrel to one end of the rope and filled it with new bricks. Then, I stood on the ground and pulled the other end of the rope, pulling the barrel of new bricks to the top edge of the roof.
The trouble was, the barrel of bricks was heavier than I was. When the barrel got near the top the weight of it won over and it started falling down. I clung to the rope, hoping to hold it. But it pulled me up. Unfortunately, halfway up I met the barrel. It broke my collar bone.
Then, the barrel went all the way to the ground, pulling me all the way to the beam. Unfortunately, my head hit the beam, something terrible, and my fingers got jammed into the pulley, breaking four of them.
When the barrel hit the ground the bottom of it broke out and all the bricks fell out. I was now heavier than that barrel. I now fell—faster than I had gone up. Unfortunately, halfway down I met the barrel. It skinned my shins something terrible.
I kept falling. I landed on the pile of bricks and bruised my bottom something terrible. Unfortunately I grabbed my bruised bottom, which caused me to let go of the rope. The barrel was heavier than the rope, so it fell down really fast. It hit me and knocked me out. I landed in the hospital.
The question, I have is this: do we have insurance that covers an accident like that?”

Our choices – like holding on to the rope or letting go of it – have consequences, but nothing we can do will ever cause God to un-choose us. We belong to God, plain and simple.
God has chosen us to be partners in ministry. You can’t live for very long in this world to realize that we live in a broken and hurting world. All of us, I am sure, know someone who is struggling with money or with communicating with their spouse, or their children, or their in-laws. There is so much need in the world. Who if not you and me is going to offer a word of hope and encouragement. God chooses you to make a difference in the world we live in.
I had a friend named Ernie in seminary who founded a group called “PB+J ministries. Austin Seminary is located pretty close to downtown Austin with the capital building a short walk away. Because of the moderate climate of Austin, there is a pretty substantial homeless population. I’m sure the recent economic downturn has only made that worse. Ernie’s PB+J Ministry was simple. Using his modest stipend earned from working in the bookstore, Ernie brought as much bread as he could and a couple of jars of peanut butter and jelly. On Friday night, he would invite any seminary students and faculty to join him in the dining hall to make as many sandwiches as we could. And then we would walk the street of Austin giving the food away. We always ran out of sandwiches before we ran out of people to serve. The one thing that made Ernie’s efforts unique was this: Ernie adamantly required that as you gave the food to this stranger, that you looked them in the eye and you said to them: “My friend, I give you this bread in the name of Jesus Christ.” It was Ernie’s way of showing others the chosen-ness of such work.
What are you chosen for? Because we live in a world with great need, this shouldn’t be a difficult choice for you. What are you chosen for; where can you serve?

I began by talking about the decisions that we make in life and it is important to make good choices. But because God has already chosen us, God will be with us regardless of our choices. When I think of the big choices we make in life – where to live, who to marry, what to do with my life, my money, my time, my gifts – I think that God is already with us because we are chosen.
With all due respect to the poetry of Robert Frost, the traveler in the woods thinks long and hard about the choice of pathway, and ultimately chooses the road less travelled. For us, God presence would have been on both roads. God will meet us whatever road we take because God owns all of the paths on the map and because God has chosen us.
Another way to say this is that God doesn’t care so much if you are a butcher, a baker, or a candlestick maker, but God does care that you belong and the you are chosen and that you glorify God whatever you do.
In other words, it doesn’t matter how we include God in our decision making process or even if we leave it up to chance, because God is already with us. God has chosen us to be his disciples and to serve. The choice for us is this: how are we going to serve? How are we going to use our “chosen-ness” to be a blessing to God and to others?

Amen and amen.

Monday, May 14, 2012

On Friendship - Up With People, Changing the World, and Changing Me

My Up With People Cast
Cast A
Taken at the end of staging; July 1994






















Yesterday I preached a sermon on friendship and about what it means that Jesus calls us friends. In John's gospel Jesus says, "I do not call you servants any longer...I have called you friends." (John 15:15).

To begin the sermon, I shared a bit about some of the friendships that I have made that have made a difference in my life. And I ended up talking about my year in Up With People. I'm pretty sure that I uttered the phrase - "my year in Up With People, although nearly 20 years ago, has greatly shaped me into who I am today."

And that got me to thinking - what kind of difference did Up With People make in my life?

Although Up With People has been parodied by the television show "The Simpson's" as the half-time-performing group so affectionately called 'Hooray For Everything' http://simpsonswiki.net/wiki/Hooray_for_Everything, for me it really was a wonderful experience. I might have been a naive and optimistic 20-year-old when I traveled but I learned some valuable experiences.

"It's a world that's changin' faster every day."

These were the opening lyrics to the opening number of the show,  "World in Motion." (A show, incidentally, that I performed around 80 times in countries all over the world). The travelling was great (the living out of a suitcase and, essentially, on a bus for a year, not so much). But the impact UWP had on me had nothing to do with the performance.

I learned that relationships are the key to legitimate and lasting change. My UWP show had a message about a common humanity that focused on the greater good people could accomplish when they worked together. And I believe that the way to work toward a common good is to be in relationship with folks who are different than you.

I also learned that there is something powerful in serving others. Part of what made my year unique is that for every hour we were on stage performing live music, we spent two hours doing community service work. I experienced service projects that ranged from hanging out with underserved populations (day care in poor neighborhoods) to talking about ways to confront violence responsible with troubled high school youth. This experience taught me that I can make a difference in the world around me by focusing on others instead of myself.

Perspective. I learned a great deal about perspective during my year in UWP. I learned that people have so much more in common than they do different (at least in terms of the things that matter the most) and I learned that the key to making a difference is to get to know folks. The relationships that I made have continued to shape who I am and how I think about the world.

I think it is because of UWP that I resonate with the song "Passing Through" by Mark Erelli. I might not be able to change the world. But I still believe that I can change myself - and that, in doing so, I might make a difference in the lives of those around me.



It's been a long time since I've reached out to my cast mates...but I think since we are approaching our 20 year anniversary, it might be time for me to see how my UWP family is doing around the world. It's true what they say about Up With People...you meet them wherever you go.

Be blessed-
Pastor John

Here are the lyrics to the Mark Erelli song "Passing Through"

We are passing this world on to our kids,
From the moment that they climb out of their cribs.
We try to teach them well, and show them they are loved, but in the end all we can do is hope our best is good enough.
For they'll witness how this life can be so beautiful and cruel.
We can't shelter them forever, but if we show them all the tools,
They might leave this place in a little better shape than me and you,
We are only passing through.

We've been watching this world from our living room,
It's been near 40 years since we walked on the moon.
And this big  blue ball keeps shrinking and I don't know if that's good
But for better or for worse now, this whole world's our neighborhood.
And there's no place left to run to where you can stay above the fray,
We all need to learn to get along and not just get our way.
Not only for each other, but for our children's children too,
We are only passing through.

And I wonder sometimes what will I pass on?
And how much can one voice do with just a song?
Sometimes injustice and indifference are the only things I see
But I refuse to let my hope become the latest casualty.
So I'll sing of love and truth and try to practice what I preach,
And if I can't change the world, I'll change the world within my reach.
And what better place to start than here and now with me and you,
We are only passing through.
       Passing through -- passing through
       We are only passing through.